Insomnia

Oopss... Insomnia at this hour! Long times dint suffered already. Suddenly have a strong feel to write in the blog... Abandoned for some times.. Hope I can spare more times to write in my blog
instead of stalking around fb and drama.

Has been very down mood for two weeks... Going to end all this feeling by now.. Start with my life and stop living in the past! Move forward..Success and achievement is waiting! Go Go Go!!! and thanks for a several friends for "lecture" me... Bleuk... :P...
Okay.. goin to jump on bed and try to sleep now! tml have early class and lab at late noon! yeah...tml going to CT's birthday party! chicken wings and sausage I'm coming!! Long time never eat alr...
Good Night!!

Tomorrow will be a better day!

Hassle Of Life

Harlow guys!!! I'm back to the blogging world!!! Well, It's quite some times I didn't updates due to the hectic life at my hometown, Muar. I had spent the last 3 month holidays in Muar. During these 3 month, I learned a lot of things. In fact, I'm so much pressured by every aspect of my life compare to the moment I'm studying in KL. I hardly have enough sleep in Muar while I got too much of sleeping time in KL. I had to work everyday and facing different challenges during the working time in Muar.

However, the pressure is still with me now even though I'm in Kl now. I hopes all these pressure can get over soon and of course with the problems being solved but not because I'm used to it.

Every times when the problems crossed to my mind, I'll hardly sleep on that night. Likes today,I'm still awake at 600 in the morning.I had asked a question to my dad "What will happen if human being is free from pressure? "
My dad answered me "without pressure, there is no improvement, without pressure there is no motivation". I'm agreed with my dad thought but at the same time I'm thinking in my mind, Is the pressure that facing now is too high? In alert level? At the border line? Or it's just moderate only? It's remain unknown to me. Sometimes I felt is at the alert line yet sometimes not.

During the holidays, I found out that I'm not the type which can stand on pressure. I felt lost when I'm pressured. I'm afraid to face it. I tried to avoid from taking any responsible on the work. But, it is a very selfish action. At last,I took up the responsibility and I got the pressure on me. Even though now I'm not the one who is facing it, but I still very care on it. Because I'm the one who passed the unsolved problem to the another person although I'm not the one who start it. I'm involved somehow.

With these, how am I going to take up the challenges when I step into the reality world?
How am I going to success in the future? It's remained unknown to me again. I'm just delaying the time to face all these because I'm not ready for it. And the fact is I remained as a failure until today.

I hope with the efforts had poured on it will get a good result. With this, the presence of GOD is important. May the GOD stand by my side to fulfill my wishes which I prayed tonnes of times. I'm deeply hopes the GOD will reply me one day.

Used Vs Loved

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father..... with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'. The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life & remember this: Things are to be used and people are to be loved. The problem in today's world is that people are used while things are loved. Let's try always to keep this thought in mind: Things are to be used, People are to be loved. Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character; Watch your character; it becomes your destiny. I'm glad a friend forwarded this to me as a reminder.. I hope you have a good day no matter what problems you may face it's the only day you'll have before it's over.

Another Unlucky Moment

I wonder if you guys still remember that I having some unlucky things happened on me during the last semester break? If u really can remember well, I sprained my right-side leg when playing basketball.. Okay, for this semester break, thanks to the basketball again I sprained my left-side leg. The last time I sprained my leg, I didn't consult any doctor. It had caused me to suffer the pain till now. I'll feel the pain when I wake up from sleep and after I play basketball. I cant walk properly with the pain and now, it's become a habit to walk like " kaki tempang" . My mum had scold me ' n ' times over this. So, not to suffer the pain at both leg, I went to consult several doctors. Let you guys differentiate my leg. LOL...

Nah!! Here is my pig leg!!

SEE!!! The "saraf" at the left-side cannot be seen at all. Swollen kao kao..Suffer for the 1st night after swollen. The chinese singse use a hot and cold plaster to apply on the swollen part. When the chinese herbs plaster start to take effect, my leg is seriously damn HOT! like tearing my flesh off! I cant even sleep at the night. I cant walk at all due to the serious swollen as well.I just able to lay on bed and enduring the pain! My tear nearly drop out due to the pain. I really don't know how to describe it out!!

It's so suffering. So, I decided to change to another chinese singse to fix my leg. However, my mum is just too worry that my leg might suffer fractures, so, she asked me to take X-ray at Clinic. Not to make my mum so worry, I decided to go to clinis before going to consult the other singse.



Can you see my feet?
Ya, I know. It's so long.
My feet size is UK 12.5.
LOL
Okay, If you know how to see at the X-ray photo, there is no fractures at my feet. Btw, It's cost so expensive. Rm80 for the X-Ray. But nvm,I'm under medical protection. So, the bill will bear by the Insurance.

Since there is no fractures at my feet, It's still better to consult singse. What I was told by my fren, the singse can fix my leg very fast. Within a week but it's also very costly. Frankly speaking, I like the way that the singse treat my leg. It's so different from the other singse. Maybe that the reason why they can charge more than other singse!


The singse did the acupunture treatment on my leg
I also don't know for what purpose.
This is one of the equipment. It's used to suck my blood at the swollen part.
FYI, swollen occur when there is collection of blood at that part.

Waiting for the singse to fix my leg

The singse used the "cup" to suck the collection of the blood for around 5 - 8 mins. Get bored while waiting for it, so, I started to take some photoes with different pose! LOL...If not I definitely fall asleep while waiting.


See!!! surrounded with the cup!!
Yeah!!! hahaha...


After that, the singse using a needle to make the swollen part to bleed. Then again, using the cup to suck the blood out. This process also take around 5 to 10 minutes. hehe. Quite a lot of dark colour blood was sucked out.


The blood start to suck out by the cup. HeHe.
The worse swollen part get to suck out more "dark" blood.

After the "dark" blood was sucked out.

The process must repeat a few times to ensure all the "dark" blood were suck out. I went for 3 times yet my leg still got slightly swollen. I think should need to consult for another 1 or 2 more treatment then it will be fully recover.

After acupunture and sucked out the "dark" blood, finally it's done. The singse apply a chinese herbs plaster on it. The plaster was so cooling. It's just like heaven and hell compare to the singse I visited on the 1st night.

Hope that my leg will recover very soon. So that I wont suffer anymore. Hehehe..